Fetish
This entry is abit more personal and a look into another world.
So I've delved in the fetish life in the past and thought I'd share my experiences with you. Now before you jump to conclusions, this is not a sexual post. Fetish can be a number of things ofcourse, raging from sexual encounters to ball busting. But i fall along the middle somewhere where findom lives. Findom (Financial Domination) is where people enjoy being controlled and are forced to hand over their money. Seems abit weird to many but to the receiving end, well you can't complain! You usually get a high up business person, somebody who controls a lot of people day to day, they are the ones that usually like to be under control and serving you. A lot like humiliation and bullying and you need a backbone to get involved in this. At first i struggled because, well clearly I'm just a sweetheart, but when i got the hang of it, i managed to make a living from it.
I signed up to two fetish websites where i knew findom was highlighted and began my search. You do ofcourse get a lot of time wasters who are there just to get a buzz from attention from a dominatrix but you do find good 'paypigs' and 'slaves'. Now my first pig was somebody i met through S as she had been doing this a lot longer and was the person who introduced me to it all. It started small with things like him sending me the odd 30£ to agreeing to pay my phonebill monthly. To then bullying him into getting payday loans and giving us the full lump sum. Now this might come across as mean but this is the sort of stuff that they get off too. Feeling powerless and want to please you. I use to get paid for skype sessions for humiliation. I use to basically sit on cam and call men a piece of shit and get paid for it. Or i would log into an app where i could control their computer and send their money to me and they had to watch as their wallet emptied. This then ventured out to me finding somebody for myself from one of the fetish sites. He was actually a man from Liverpool so this made things more interesting. He battled to pay my phonebill offering me gifts so he could take over to please me. Which he did. Now this guy was into sissy play and realtime. Sissy play never interested me. It ment he wanted to dress up in a maids outfit and clean my house and have the girls round and he serve us by every need ie pour drinks ect. But this never interested me, but meeting RT did. So we decided to get him to book a table at a restaurant and wait for me and S. We did not agree that we were definitely coming so we made him sweat sitting alone at a busy place. We did ofcourse turn up and he was not allowed to speak until we spoke to him. He passed us over two giant gift bags full of presents and bunches of flowers. We picked Sunflowers as these were hard to get hold of as it was out of season but he still managed to find some! We then picked the most expensive meal on the menu which was steak and ordered pitches of cocktails and chose what meal he could eat if anything at all! Once we had finished we both stood up, collected our gifts and just left the restaurant, no words exchanged. That was it, he covered the bill and was not allowed to contact us until we reached out again.
Another side I've worked with is worshipping, sounds like every relationship dream. But this was done via skype or through the websites. Never meeting in person. I had foot worshipping mostly. Guys with foot fetish would pay 30£ for a 5-10 minute skype call looking at my feet. Just rubbing my feet or just moving them around on cam. Sounds weird but it's another thing people get off too. I still do abit of fetish now, i have a guy who pays to see my feet. But i don't do any findom anymore. Although i do miss it. I use to have a guy run my accounts for me in the end and he would talk to all the pigs online and separate who is worthy. Saved me the time and effort and i just got money out of it. I look at professional people who do it for a living and the absolute fortune they make. It just goes to show you can make money easy doing very little these days and that's the way i like living my life. Although now I'm making money from my websites but ive still got subs who pay me... I mean who wants a boring life?
So I've delved in the fetish life in the past and thought I'd share my experiences with you. Now before you jump to conclusions, this is not a sexual post. Fetish can be a number of things ofcourse, raging from sexual encounters to ball busting. But i fall along the middle somewhere where findom lives. Findom (Financial Domination) is where people enjoy being controlled and are forced to hand over their money. Seems abit weird to many but to the receiving end, well you can't complain! You usually get a high up business person, somebody who controls a lot of people day to day, they are the ones that usually like to be under control and serving you. A lot like humiliation and bullying and you need a backbone to get involved in this. At first i struggled because, well clearly I'm just a sweetheart, but when i got the hang of it, i managed to make a living from it.
I signed up to two fetish websites where i knew findom was highlighted and began my search. You do ofcourse get a lot of time wasters who are there just to get a buzz from attention from a dominatrix but you do find good 'paypigs' and 'slaves'. Now my first pig was somebody i met through S as she had been doing this a lot longer and was the person who introduced me to it all. It started small with things like him sending me the odd 30£ to agreeing to pay my phonebill monthly. To then bullying him into getting payday loans and giving us the full lump sum. Now this might come across as mean but this is the sort of stuff that they get off too. Feeling powerless and want to please you. I use to get paid for skype sessions for humiliation. I use to basically sit on cam and call men a piece of shit and get paid for it. Or i would log into an app where i could control their computer and send their money to me and they had to watch as their wallet emptied. This then ventured out to me finding somebody for myself from one of the fetish sites. He was actually a man from Liverpool so this made things more interesting. He battled to pay my phonebill offering me gifts so he could take over to please me. Which he did. Now this guy was into sissy play and realtime. Sissy play never interested me. It ment he wanted to dress up in a maids outfit and clean my house and have the girls round and he serve us by every need ie pour drinks ect. But this never interested me, but meeting RT did. So we decided to get him to book a table at a restaurant and wait for me and S. We did not agree that we were definitely coming so we made him sweat sitting alone at a busy place. We did ofcourse turn up and he was not allowed to speak until we spoke to him. He passed us over two giant gift bags full of presents and bunches of flowers. We picked Sunflowers as these were hard to get hold of as it was out of season but he still managed to find some! We then picked the most expensive meal on the menu which was steak and ordered pitches of cocktails and chose what meal he could eat if anything at all! Once we had finished we both stood up, collected our gifts and just left the restaurant, no words exchanged. That was it, he covered the bill and was not allowed to contact us until we reached out again.
Another side I've worked with is worshipping, sounds like every relationship dream. But this was done via skype or through the websites. Never meeting in person. I had foot worshipping mostly. Guys with foot fetish would pay 30£ for a 5-10 minute skype call looking at my feet. Just rubbing my feet or just moving them around on cam. Sounds weird but it's another thing people get off too. I still do abit of fetish now, i have a guy who pays to see my feet. But i don't do any findom anymore. Although i do miss it. I use to have a guy run my accounts for me in the end and he would talk to all the pigs online and separate who is worthy. Saved me the time and effort and i just got money out of it. I look at professional people who do it for a living and the absolute fortune they make. It just goes to show you can make money easy doing very little these days and that's the way i like living my life. Although now I'm making money from my websites but ive still got subs who pay me... I mean who wants a boring life?
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